DaylightMy Aunt died today -
She had been diagnosed with cancer a while ago, but she shot herself in the head this morning -
I can't really tell you how I feel right now -
Maybe a little sad, a little more upset she took a weaker way out, because suicide is that, weak -
Sad for my parents, sad for her, because I was just at her house two weeks ago -
Upset that family members found her, and apparently she had been planning it -
I'm not crying, but I'm not an empty shell either. I just don't know how to feel right now. She didn't want to see us, so we weren't allowed in her room -
You know I'd never met her? -
The first time I went to her house, I was ten, I went with my cousins. Everyone went inside, but I stayed outside with one of my cousins, and never saw her -
The second time was two weeks ago, and I was only allowed in the sitting room -
I might be going to her funeral, I'm not sure, I don't think I want to meet her dead -
But I'm really sorry for everyone she left behind, because no matter how angry she was, and I don't blame her for that, no one wanted this for her -
And a little upset that, my religion says suicides don't end well -
Unhappy
Feeling any better?
Yeah, a bit thanks
How are you?
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"Sweet is true love that is given in vain, and sweet is death that takes away pain"
And I am fine.Thanks. < 3
I talked to Matty and Bee the other day, for a couple of hours, just us three. I miss that. We talked of kidnapping you too(:
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"Sweet is true love that is given in vain, and sweet is death that takes away pain"
There's been flooding in [link]'s where Jeremy is.I'm so worried about him.But I don't think we should tell Bee about it..She said she wasn't feeling well earlier.I don't want to upset her.
If you hear from Jeremy please let me know.I'm going crazy over this. Dx
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